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salam..hehe..bloggie, do u miss me?;-p i noe la u missed me.elele..memalu lak..kekeke.em..td aku bru stat xam la..cmne ek?akceli ble kuar from CAC 2 aku gelak je..bkn gelak gembire or gelakkn org lain tp gelakkn dri sndri..ha..spe suh take thing 4 granted..hehe..

i juz feel happy n grateful bcoz after a long time, mak, abah, akk n dib are here wif me..sgt la sukenye diri ni.bygkn la slame ni hanya aku sorng ngn my parents, then ble akk2 aku lik its juz like a cmplete n perfect family..i can see how my mum’s face change n how my father smiles differently..owh..God, thanks 4 da gift..;-)

ok..ari2 tgk cerekarama, ‘IHSAN’..aku rse is juz an ordinary drama yg da ditnjuk kt mne2 cte b4 ni..but somehow it gives a big impact 2 me(i’m sure 2 the most of ppl who watched it).drama ni cte tntg anak yg derhaka or lupe dri yg aku leh kategorikan as GILER n x berakal la..aku tgk cte 2 xla full ssb tgk af gk..hehe.tp da ending mmg sgt berkesan..bygkn la afta tgk cte 2, bkn aku je nges(ha..aku nges?hahaha..), mak, dib n abah aku pn nges!!trus aku n dib g kt mak aku..mntk ampun(mse ni aku xnges ek..cntrol..)hehe..

bkn pe..cte 2 sbenrnye buat aku realize yg kdg2 kte x sdar kte sakitkn ati parents kte especially the 1 who sacrifice a lot 4 us, our mum!!ati mak sgt la snsitif n kdg2 bnde 2 bg kte sgt la kecik tp 2 da ckup buat die trase.kdg2 dr kate2 kte, action or even our gestures..huhu.kte msti n mmg x dpt bygkn btapa besar n noble nye ksih ibu ni n btapa kuatnye naluri keibuan 2 smpaila kte sndri ade ditmpt mereka..mak aku salu ckp,"nnt da jd mak, tau la cmne..skng boleh la ckp."hmm..kata2 2 buat aku terdiam n aku tau de kebenaran disebalik kata2 2. aku pn t’igt cte al-Qamah yg buat ibu die trase sbb dia lebihkn isteri die skit je..sbb 2 die ssh nk meninggal smpai la ibu die maafkan die..huhu.2 rse nye kecik je n mmg kte x sdar pn, lum lg bnde2 yg bsar yg buat mak kte nges dlm diam..dpn kte die xtnjuk ksushan n kesdihan die tp mne kte tau mlm2, die terjge menangis or pk psl anak2 die..pnah ke kte pk mne dtg duit2 yg kte dpt 2, tau ke kte cmne sshnye parents kte cri duit or mne tau die pnjm kt mne2..yg kte tau mntk duit n ble dpt, snyum smpai ke telinga..;-)

thus, aku nk igtkn dri aku n kwn2 kt luar sne hargailah stiap pe yg kte de smentara die msih disisi kte.xde ungkapan,"lmbt lg la", "releks la.." sbb xde spe tau bpe lme idup kte n org2 lain..4 kte2 yg still de parents, anggaplah Tuhan bg pluang utk kte utk berbakti kpd mereka n 4 those yg da xde 1 of them, anggaplah Tuhan lbh sygkn mereka n alwiz doakan kebahagiaan mereka di sana..

"When the sun goes down, no one’s here, when I look around, u suddenly appear..thank u 4 being there 4 me..ALWAYS.."  (dedicated 2 my family)